thing. it is, yeah, it is a tough one. it is a really tough one. i didn't -- tavis: is the confidence for you connected strictly or uniquely to doing the work, just getting -- let me rephrase this. is the confidence for you connected to getting the work or doing the work in a certain way? >> getting the job and if you feel like you're doing a good job and are pleased with the result. yeah, if you're doing something that is you know, hard to get into, acting, it is an awful lot of competition, yeah, it can sort of erode your confidence. i was lucky i got it back. tavis: you're off and running these days. you don't have confidence issues anymore these these days. >> you know how it is. tavis: you're off and running now. this last name, punch. tell me about your last name.